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- I probably love a character you dislike -
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I'm a 20-something female getting my Masters in English at a not-top University. This blog began (oh so long ago) as a literal journal, a private space to write in (born and bred Mormon - could never quite kick the obsessive need to journal EVERY SINGLE MOMENT OF MY LIFE, even after declaring self Atheist Pagan) but within a couple of years became mostly a fandom spot. I'm a Literature person (and a Theory-head to boot) so sometimes I will get a little... nutty about things - particularly TV.

THESIS: Currently working on (/talking about working on) the dynamics of fanfiction and Buffy - particularly focusing on Dawn. If you want to talk to me about how much you (a) love/hate Joss (b) love/hate fandom (c) love/hate writing (d) LOVE Dawn's cute little mug OR any combination of these .... right now this is what I live for :)

Most postings are Open - I'm not really afraid of lurkers (especially since most of the time - I am one!) - except those personal or directed to my flist especially. HOWEVER! Feel free to friend me, I may not friend back right away unless you comment/talk to me regularly - or I've seen your shiny self around. Feel free to comment here if you have any questions or just want me to know who you are!!! *waves* Hello stalkers!

That inevitable list of fandoms and ships:

[I ship things sometimes]
Buffy the Vampire Slayer
Dawn, Faith, Tara, Anya, Spike, Ford, Willow, Buffy
Dawn/Spike (friendship)

Angel the Series
Cordy, Fred, Wesley, Lilah, Illyria, Spike

The Vampire Diaries
Elena, Caroline, Jeremy, Anna, Katherine, Rebekah,Katherine

Sydney, Spydaddy, Sark
Jack/his face

Merlin, Morgan

Dance Academy
Abby, Kat, Christian

Doctor Who
10, 11, Amelia Pond, Rory Pond, River Song, Martha, Clara, Tardis

Gossip Girl
Jenny, Blair

Rachel, Kurt, Burt, Puck, Quinn, Santana
Rachel/Kurt (friendship)

Game of Thrones
Arya, Sansa, Dani

Hart of Dixie
Lemon, Zoe, Levon, Wade


Dean, Jo, Bela, Anna, Ruby
Dean/his Grim Reaper

Jade, Cat, Beck, Tori

Wizards of Waverly Place
Alex Russo

Twin Peaks
Audrey Horne

Isabel, Maria, Kyle, Michael, Tess, alt!Tess, future!Max

Kate, Cassidy, Juliet, Sayid, Shannon, Jack, Sawyer, Ben, Jin
Jack/Ana Lucia

Once Upon a Time
Regina, Ruby, Emma, Pan, Belle, Hook

Veronica Mars
Veronica, Mac, Weevil, Logan

Boy Meets World
Rachel, Angela, Topanga, Shawn, Eric

Teen Wolf
Allison, Lydia, Danny, Isaac

Lost Girl
Kenzi, Tamsin

the 100
Clarke, Octavia, Raven, Bellamy

Crossover/AU ships
Dawn Summers/Kim Sunggyu
Dawn Summers/Allison Argent
Dawn Summers/Bella Swan
Dawn Summers/Clary Fray
Dawn Summers/Elena Gilbert
Dawn Summers/Amy Pond/Clara Oswald
Faith Lehane/Ruby 2.0
Buffy Summers/Obi Wan Kenobi

The Long-Suffering Wives Club
Fei, Spike, Woohyun, Dean Winchester

The Very-Confused Husbands Club
Jia, Buffy, Sunggyu, Castiel

The Korean Dramas I Have Seen:
Boys Over Flowers
Goong (Princess Hours)
City Hunter
Coffee Prince

You're Beautiful
Lie to Me
Flower Boy Next Door
The Heirs

The Ultimate Fic List

Note on the fic: listed in order of publication date, newer stuff is on the bottom

Noona-verseCollapse )
BuffyverseCollapse )
kpop RPFCollapse )
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harry potterCollapse )

what she'll remember (Jade/Beck) 1000
being cat valentine (Cat + cast) 1,200
running ragged (Beck, Jade/Beck, Tori, Beck/Cat) 1,100
did it hurt? when you crawled your way up from the depths of hell? (Jade) 3800
let's sing a song of all the mistakes we should have made (Tori/Cat+ot7) 18000

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gossip girlCollapse )
Teen WolfCollapse )

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RoswellCollapse )
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[pimp] one final plea

I know this month's experiment may be throwing some people off - but it's fully-open prompting and writing, the real challenge will be for participants as readers this round, being more open to reading something that may not be in their special favorite wheelhouse.

I'm going to give sign-ups another like 24ish hours to see if anyone else is willing to jump on board and give it a try.

Come play with us!

Round 10: Girls Only
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I'm alive. Let's pimp.

Yes yes, I'm not dead. I got a new job and had a 2hr commute in the am and pm. So for the past month I've been mainlining the Good Wife and Melissa and Joey and also now addicted to Sips bc that's how I roll these days and knitting mitts for happyg_rl. Even though she's well into her first Stephen West shawl and can probably make her own damn mitts. But! I moved! (That's the point of this story omfg wut) and my commute is much nicer and my cat is verrry happy that we are single ladies alone in our own space, so there's more time for writing and modding. yay.

Anyway, I'm here. I'm alive. I don't see myself getting back into active-tumblr status anytime soon bc (a) I'm behind on all the shows and (b) I'm at a computer all day for work and afterwards just want to do something else! This doesn't mean that I don't love you - so feel free to yell at me. I update my Instagram pretty regularly (kwritten) and Snapchat sometimes (k_written) if you do that kind of thing. I'm around, even if it seems like I'm completely absent.

Anyway, I still have mod-responsibilities, even if I am a 10/10 fail at modding most of the time :)

May Sign-ups for
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Round 10: Girls Only
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Stealing this one from ever_neutral who adapted it for tv after stealing it from theramble.

Fandoms for whoever can see this post and wants to play::

the character/member i would invite for pretentious philosophical conversations over wine:
the character/member i'd want as my older sibling (regardless of their actual age):
the character/member i'd want as my twin:
the character/member i'd want as my younger sibling:
the character/ member whose fashion i want to steal:
2 characters/members for a threesome:
my ideal team-up/subunit:

Also tell me how you are and what I've missed!


lol what is this journal anymore? I only come around to pimp out my own comms/events apparently. sorry for the ridiculousness of me?

To prove that I love you all and that I'm still here to talk, let's do a meme! (made up on the fly to prove something to myself that you all probably don't even care about)

(1) tell me one headcanon that you have about me / my life / my habits and I will tell you if you are right or wrong
(2) comment with a pairing or character and I will tell you one headcanon that I have about their mundane existence (domestic stuff, brand of socks, cereal preference, etc)

Round 9: A Very Special Potter Round!
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wlw positivity commentathon
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#kiss your girl
submit finished fanworks on ao3
As many of you probably already know, last night another canon lesbian was shot and killed minutes after a love scene with the woman of her affection. Understandably, many fans (and non-fans) of The 100 are hurt and betrayed by yet another tv lesbian being killed on-screen.

Amidst the outrage, anger, and hurt - wlw are coming together to support and give encouragement.

Your love is valid.
Your love is beautiful.
Your love is strong.

You are valid, important, lovely.
Your anger is beautiful and valid.
Your hope is affirming and valid.

For the next week (or however long it lasts), femslashbb will be hosting a free-for-all, multi-fandom commentathon celebrating women who love women.

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hey now hey now

it's MARCH

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Round 9: A Very Special Potter Round!



After the longest hiatus in the history of an exchange-comm, multi-genfic is back and this time it's for real.




fic: growing you and me

fic: growing you and me
fandom: btvs
pairing: dawn/Illyria
recipient: for snickfic who wanted the pairing and "growing things" for fem-feb ((sorry this is so late but RL has been a little nuts!))
setting: LA post-NFA

[peter dont you know what a kiss is]Sunnydale was a hole in the ground.

Los Angeles was a burning wreckage.

She supposed that maybe the world didn’t revolve around Southern California and that the disasters that her blood wrought were only a very small problem in comparison with worldwide hunger and disease and (if the talking heads Wesley found so fascinating these days were anything to go by) political corruption.

She also supposed that maybe her blood hadn’t decimated her only known world - like Spike kept whispering to her over and over and over and over and over and …

I need a change of scenery, she had said it like a command like a plea like a little girl begging for a toy please please please listen listen listen

h e a r m e

Buffy had blinked, Sure? Where do you want to go?

Fred called a few days later, and it was decided decided decided. Like all it would take is a new war zone to make her feel like a human being again.

The country the planet the universe the infinite was a war zone there was no where to find peace and anyway, what would she do with something so fragile?

Didn’t take long for it all to come crashing down. For Fred to not be Fred for Spike to get delusions of grandeur and forget about her for Harmony to betray everyone for the world to turn to smoke and ashes and a little girl in the middle laughing and laughing and laughing because thank god this feels normal.

“You are too green,” she said like it didn’t mean far too much.

“You are too blue,” Dawn had sassed back. She was a teen. She was allowed to be sassy even in the aftermath of tragedy. Everything was the aftermath of a tragedy, there was no reprieve, this was the one thing she was certain of.

This wasn’t their first conversation or the most important or one that meant more than any other. It wasn’t even a conversation, it was a passing of insults between two creatures too old and too young and too fresh and cracking with their age that had learned at some indeterminate point that words were slippery, nebulous things they wanted no affiliation with.

“Dennis says things are weird,” she offered to Angel and the team, sometime after the entire world crashed around their ears.

“No shit?” Gunn spit out. Immortality was an ill-fitting suit on him. “I saw a dragon fly past my window this morning. I think things are a bit more than just fucking weird.”

Dawn squinted at him and then left.

She had nothing to fear from anything outside the crumbled remains of the Hyperion. She kept house in Cordy’s old apartment because otherwise Dennis would be lonely and she had feelings about ghosts feeling lonely.

There was too much on everyone’s mind to notice that she wasn’t as afraid as someone her size and age should be. She didn’t blame them. They had turned the known world into hell, that kind of guilt could blind even the best kind of people.

And they weren’t the best kind of people.

“You are too green,” she said from the doorway, head cocked to one side.

“Go to hell,” Dawn called from her kitchen.

“The others think we are already there.” She paused, stepping into the living room delicately. “You do not.”

“It’s just an expression, and you know that,” Dawn had very little patience for immortal gods that pretended they didn’t understand humanity. It was stale. It tasted like a game on her tongue and she was too young to be interested in games.

“But that’s not why you said it.”

Dawn handed her a beer from the fridge and didn’t respond.

It was interesting being seen, if only for a moment, and by something not-quite human.

Who was human these days anyway? Humanity was fucking overrated.

Things were weird, Dennis didn’t lie. The world was adjusting. The harder the Hyperion Team fought to get things back the way they were, the more the earth welcomed the changes with open arms.

She didn’t say anything. She selfishly didn’t want to them to know she wasn’t interested in fighting. She relied on their good opinion of her.

“You like it this way,” they sat on her balcony and watched a group of winged beasts dance through the night sky.

“Don’t you?” Dawn replied.
Illyria blinked at her,”I like you this way.”

And that felt like nothing at all.

“Things are getting better!” Angel’s eyes were a little manic. “We’re winning!”

Spike warned her with his eyes not to laugh, and so she disappeared out the door. Something with a bloody snout begged for food and she smiled at it because it belonged to her.

They were losing and knew it.

She skipped all the way back to her apartment.

“Nothing grows here,” Gunn whined.

And that wasn’t strictly true. Things were beginning to grow. Small infants were blossoming into monsters. Steam was building into volcanoes. The world was shifting and growing and changing all around them. Everything was black and red and grey and purple and metallic.

What he meant was: nothing that I know grows here. I cannot recognize the world outside my window.

What he meant was: this fruit is wrong this sky is wrong this ground is wrong.

What he meant was: I don’t fit here.

“She does,” Illyria said, glancing at Dawn.

No one noticed. She was prone to say things they didn’t want to understand.

Ignorance is bliss.

There were strange plants on her balcony, in her bathroom, in her kitchen, clinging to the walls of the living room. Plants that nipped at her heels with affection as she walked by, with brilliant neon blooms, with intoxicating and possibly poisonous scents, bearing fruit that looked like a challenge more than a food.

She ate more than any of them, was the strongest, she was flourishing as they died slowly.

Illyria liked to stand in her living room, still as a statue, arms and legs outstretched, letting the vines reach and reach and reach towards her like she belonged to them. She wanted to belong to them. She wanted to belong there. She never said it outloud because words didn’t mean enough.

“You kiss like a child,” she said with a scowl.

“I am a child!” Dawn laughed. “What is childish about my kissing?”

“You are too eager, too hungry,” she said these things as if they were the most precious things in the whole world. She was very bad at insults these days.

Dawn’s eyes flashed, and she preceded to show Illyria just how hungry she was.

They stopped checking in at the Hyperion. Stopped going out on campaigns to kill the demon hordes.

They spent a lot of time wrapped around each other, naked and eager.

“These bodies,” Illyria marveled. “They are truly superior.”

Dawn nodded sagely, “To be woman is to be divine.”

They didn’t laugh. They were divine.

They only laughed at lies.

“I found you something today,” she was holding something behind her back and Dawn jumped in her eagerness. Sometimes she was still the smallest, smallest, smallest baby that had ever been born. Probably because she had never experienced birth. Something about the pressure and pain and stress of birth makes adults of us all. She didn’t have this reality pressing on her bones.

She held out a plant, something like a tree, it’s long black roots already twinning between her fingers.

It was their first sign that the world was moving on, growing and learning and adapting. Dawn put it on her balcony and smiled.

“We should name her,” she said excitedly.

“A plant does not need a name,” Illyria scolded.

“Everything that grows needs a name,” Dawn countered, wrapping her arm around Illyria’s waist. Something immortal stiffened in fear and something desperately human melted. Or the reverse.

Dawn pressed a chaste kiss on Illyria’s lips, “I will name her kiss.”

Illyria brought her a thousand plants, searched the whole desiccated city for anything growing, bringing them back in her small hands.

For each she received a kiss.

And it was the start of something or nothing.

They stopped going to the Hyperion, let the memories of their bodies die and became something new.

Maybe they grew.

Femslash February

I was going to do this later, but it’s never too early to start! Every February, I ask for femslash prompts to fill the Valentine’s month up with ladies.

The rules are super simple: send me an ask/im/pm with a date and a pairing + prompt and on that day I will post a ficlet of at least 500 words.

All pairings must be f/f - but crossovers are obviously welcome.
(In the past, I've allowed gen requests, so if you have a particularly niggling prompt that is gen, that's cool with me, too. As long as it includes 2+ women and men are not the focus.)

Feb 1 - [girl meets world] riley/maya, drawings on foggy windows (for happyg_rl)
Feb 3 - [btvs] Buffy/Anya “a one time thing” (for @centrumlumina)
Feb 5 - [gossip girl] blair/jenny or blair/vanessa - convent vs coven / the difference between rivals and god (for clockwork_hart1)
Feb 7 - [raven cycle] - everyone’s a girl (for MYSELF)
Feb 9 - [tvd/btvs] Elena/Dawn “this is not a perfect beach day” “this is the pacific northwest, this is as good as it gets” (for happyg_rl)
Feb 11 - [100/dw] clara/raven, flying vs falling (for clockwork_hart1)
Feb 13 - [btvs] Willow/Kennedy egg rolls (for snogged)
Feb 15 - [btvs] Dawn/Illyria - growing things (for snickfic)
Feb 20 - femslash-minis!
Feb 24 - [historical] mary/elizabeth i, meeting face-to-face for the first time (for belecrivain)
Feb 19 Feb 25 - [teen wolf] lydia/allison i don’t dance in the rain, but… (for happyg_rl)
Feb 26 - [hp] luna/pansy + coincidences (nonny on tumblr)
Feb 21 Feb 27 - [tvd] Elena/Bonnie/Caroline, playing with magic (for scorpiod1)
Feb 23 Feb 28 - [hp] ginny/hermione (for @imperatorreyes)
Feb 25 Feb 29 - [shadowhunters] clary/isabelle by candlelight (for happyg_rl)
Feb 27 March 1 - [tw/btvs] Dawn/Allison, childhood friends (for scorpiod1)
Feb 29 March 2 - [ stargirls] amy/clara/dawn - leave the burning car somewhere they can all see (for clockwork_hart1)

((the last time I tried to do a writing meme, it was back in April and failed miserably!? but also last February sparked some of my first and best long-fic projects so... let's just give this a go?))

i'll always hold your hand | gmw; riley/maya; 505w
one perfect moment | btvs; buffy/anya; 974w
every prophet has a sister (every witch is a priestess) | gg; jenny(/blair/vanessa); 2,114w
i can feel my name on your breath a million miles away | trc; everyone's a girl; 1364w
she said you were big enough to fill my heart, so i took the dare | btvs/tvd; dawn/elena; 1785w
pluck me from the air, find nourishment in me | dwho/100; clara/raven; 1427w
this silly little dance in the dark | btvs; willow/kennedy; 1126w
peter, don't you know what a kiss is? | btvs; illyria/dawn; 1,393w
she's the scary one | btvs; jenny/nikki; 2,654w
what's a crowd to a queen? | history; elizabeth/mary; 1,022w
it was never about you (everything is always about me) | hp; pansy/luna; 1,993

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Reminder of the rules::
+ Minimum 5k of fic for the challenge (does not need to be one fic, this can be a collection of smaller ones totalling 5k)
+ 1k of fic for the monthly challenges (note: you don’t need to be signed up for the year to do these, and they can count towards your goal). These are non-compulsory.
+ A femslash ship must be the main focus
+ Any fandom goes
+ OFCs + Crossover pairs a-okay
+ Can be original or fic works

Basically it's just a year-long celebration of femslash! Which is more delightful than anything else in the world, imo. ;)

multi_genfic has a poll up for January - slash - the future of the community because I am eager as hell to get the ball rolling again. This comm was 10/10 my favorite thing about 2016 and hope that my personal hiatus didn't drive any of you away!

buffy_genfic also has a poll up because quite frankly, it wasn't a positive experience for me running that comm and I'd like to pass the puck to someone else. If you liked the community and don't want it to die - or more specifically, think that I was the wrong mod for it (which is the impression that I get) and want to see it in someone else's hands (or your own) - PLEASE go vote in the poll because otherwise it's going to die.

Happy January everyone. Let's make 2016 a good one.

((a personal aside: I know I've missed a lot the past couple of months and I *desperately* want to have the energy to go back and catch up on everything I've missed, but the idea of doing that fills me up with like HUGE amounts of anxiety. so let's just start over. here we are: it's 2016 and I'm back and ilu and I'm sorry about the disappearing act))


Read and Watched in 2015

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Currently Running Series
The Flash
Once Upon A Time
Jane the Virgin
Agents of Shield
Vampire Diaries
Sleepy Hollow
Brooklyn 99
How To Get Away with Murder


[a year in fic] 2015

a meme stolen from the wonderful and illustrious snickfic

Despite everything else that happened this year, my productivity was at an all-time high? I can't even explain it... I mean... I guess I'll just let you read the answers to all the questions. I wrote about 358,590 words as far as my calculations go. 92(ish) stories [[btvs- 36; revo- 14; arrow- 10; tvd- 9]] and we all know I love a good crossover so many of those are probably parcels of each other.

It's been a hell of a writing year. I think what I'm most proud of (for myself) is that I can actually sit down and write something - a one-off or multi-chaptered story - that is between 10-20k without feeling like there is a huge weight on my shoulder. All of my longer pieces are generally between 15-20k and some of them (not all) are one-offs that I either wrote in one sitting or wrote so quickly/in such a way that they were posted as a single piece. Which... after years of tapping out around 3k or at 1500 word chapters, seeing that increase in word count was pretty spectacular.

[fic in review]Leitmotif(s) of the year:
The beginning of the year was mostly femme fic which was lovely. Siblingcest became a standard ~thing? which wasn't entirely unexpected but also new. Last year there were more threesomes compared to this year? the orgyfest in September pumped up Revolution like woah.

Mostly the big thing this year? I finished shit?! Long stuff. Up until this year, my one and only "long" piece was Noona and now I have several 10k+ stories under my belt. Some are unfinished, but just as many ARE.

My best story of this year:
signifying nothing is probably one of the best things that I have ever written. It's long, it's finished, it's ~good, people who read it tend to like it. It's GEN.

What’s your favorite story this year? Not the most popular, but the one that makes you the happiest.
#hashtag this was my first story of the year and the one that I still think back on and go hot damn holy jesus i actually WROTE that and it makes me super happy

also give me your heart, call it a pretty story, and I'll wash the blood from your hands is just spectacular. like. i love it so much? I blended literary analysis and historical text into an actual story and somehow created an entire world?! I'm just so damn pleased with it

Okay, NOW your most popular story.
According to ao3, sorry about the blood in my mouth, it isn't all mine a one-shot tommy/thea/oliver piece got over 900 hits.
After that (by hits) it's take back everything you took which is possibly my second favorite Revolution piece that I wrote this year. Which is actually my top in terms of kudos for this year.

Story of mine most underappreciated by the universe, in my opinion:
Probably #hashtag this, honestly. Also the Saltzman-sisters fic which no one has read..... Let's be clear: I mostly write crossover lesbian fic which means that I'm pretty much ignored by fandom. Which is fine :)

Story that could have been better?
More like: which story could I have actually Finished? Pomegranates, Badly Done, and if I say yes. They are all decent enough pieces, but they desperately need to be finished. Especially if I say yes. If anyone has read it and can figure out what could/should happen next? That'd be awesome.

Sexiest story?
Probably my Nora-seduces-Bass-for-Miles piece or if I say yes bc the Charlie/Bass/Helen-of-Troy of it all is HOT, honestly.

Hardest story to write:
if I say yes has been terribly difficult.
also some of the exchanges done primarily because I just didn't know WHAT to do?

Easiest story to write?
let's sing a song came out so easy. so, so easy. My first longer(ish) story. and it wasn't a struggle at all.
Also, strangely enough, it takes an eclipse was ~hard but not exactly hard - it was so damn easy it wasn't hard.

Holy crap, that's wrong even for you
The Saltzman sisters adventures. 16k of siblingcest that I trace from childhood to adulthood? what the hell self?

Story I haven't yet written, but intend to:
I need to finish the things that I've half-done this year. Please tell me if there's something that I told you I'd do and never started? I guess?

[Fandom in review]Fandom in review -
(I'm taking Star Wars out of the equation for this meme bc it's just not fair?)
1. Your main fandom of the year: btvs and revolution, in terms of wordcount
2. Your favourite film this year: Laggies; Jupiter Ascending; UNCLE; The Pirates
3. Your favourite book of the year: Psy-Changeling series
4. Your favourite song or album of the year: Hamilton
5. Your favourite tv show of the year: I'm deeply devoted to HTGAWM
6. Your favourite LJ community of this year: multi_genfic was such a joy. just a fucking JOY. I love it. also femslash_minis and femslashbb, which I can't wait to get back to in 2016
7. Your best new fandom discovery of the year: Revolution. New fandom, new writing, new friends.
8. Your biggest disappointment of the year: the 100 s2 :) which I refuse to watch, lol
9. Your TV boyfriend of the year: Tim Riggins ala Friday Night Lights and Bellamy Blake, obvs. AND Oliver in HTGAWM.
9a. Your Movie boyfriend of the year: Jonny Lee Miller in Emma. Max.
10. Your TV girlfriend of the year: ANNALISE KEATING. everyone in Quantico! Rachel and Julia in unREAL. all the ladies in Mr Robot. Jessica Jones. Raven Reyes. Charlie Matheson. I mean... Ladies?
10a. Your Movie girlfriend of the year: Megan ala Laggies. JUPITER.
11. Your biggest squee moment of the year: There's so many good things that happened this year? I can't pick one moment?! Probably for me personally it was discovering Annalise Keating in HTGAWM. WHY DIDN'T ANYONE TELL ME?!?!
12. Your most missed old fandom: kpop. I'm not in it at all this year. I'm sorry except I'm not?
13. The fandom you haven't tried yet, but you want to: ... I haven't ~written anything in Star Wars yet and maybe? or Hamilton?
14. Your biggest anticipation of the New Year: seeing what the Star Wars fandom does? seeing what/if anything can top a year with Jupiter, Mad Max, UNCLE, and Star Wars all happening in the same 12 months?

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fic: you're looking for the creator, but the monster is all that's left
fandom: gossip girl, tvd, btvs
characters: dawn, elena, alaric, isobel, blair, jenny
word count: 16133
As children they trained with swords and shields, but no one told them that the heart isn't a dragon - it's not something you're supposed to slay. the prequel to queens and their mirrors
warnings: siblingcest; implied abuse (very slight, background OC's)

partially for lynzie914's multifandom ficathon, but only in the sense that it got me thinking about this 'verse.

primarily for femslashbb as my final send-off to 2015!

Everything about sisters they learn from words and they don’t realize until much later that there were words they ignored and stories they should have heard and stories they never should have written.

Am I really yours? She is six years old and shivering with fear and doesn’t realize there’s a word missing in that query. Semantics can destroy a life or create something truly terrifying before there’s time to stop it. Words can come slipping out the lips of the most innocent child and in that pure, starlit moment, the entire world is changed.

It’s always too late.

Yes. You’re mine. She is four years old and has never known pain or loneliness and doesn’t yet know that there are things she cannot have. Words have a greater power than we are taught to believe in, men behind pulpits tell us that it is a man and not their words that changed the world, that save us, that damn us. Everything begins in the space between thought and said, invented and written down.

This was their beginning and their end.

((read on ao3 bc it's too long for eljay to handle)))

personal note: sorry for not being around lately! I'm trying to be ~back, but this time of year is just difficult for me. please be patient. I love you all a lot and I care about you so, so much. I'm going to try to catch up on comments asap. *smooches*


May 2016


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